2024:
- I found the sun and it shines so brightly.
- I left, but never escaped.
- Remembering feels like pain.
- And if I never get to see you again, know that I loved you, truly.
- Your name, whispered, as if you’d save me.
2023:
- we are not under the storm, we are the storm
- Sometimes I think you can love me, but your eyes are hollow.
- We let it burn, again and again, until it didn’t hurt anymore.
- And for the first time, I don’t feel your absence anymore.
- Your lips on mine and time suspended.
- I’m smiling, who cares if I’m dying.
- I think it was love babe. You just couldn’t handle it.
- And for a moment I am not alone.
- 4 minutes to midnight
- Siri, did he ever love me?
- I’m a poet, I need the moon.
- I slip into an empty sky.
- One day I won’t hesitate.
- Don’t ask me to start again without you.
- This silence is worse than any words.
- Happy endings are overrated.
- It hurts and it hurts and it hurts and it never ends.
- I made my choice.
- Antipsychotics and shaking.
- You are an idiot and I love you.
- Sometimes you make me so sad, like you can never love me.
- How I wished you were the one.
- The silence, your silence and my waiting.
- a harbour to your dreams
- Now I can see your flaws. You’ve lost your god status.
- “It is no secret, the noise in me will never die” – Diary of Dreams, the Secret
2022
- Sext: kiss me between sighs
- I’ll carry all the pain with me. I won’t let you have it.
- “I know you’re aching to be saved” – IAMX, Stalker
- Dreams don’t die. They are killed.
- You are like the sea. I tried, but I can’t hold you.
- Even in dreams, the never ending pain.
- And sometimes the right people meet each other at the wrong time.
- the desperation to feel something, anything, even pain
- This hell is our exile. What loving god can hate us this much?
- I’m Amy, but you’ve never been Rory. (And I don’t want you to be anymore.)